Sunday, May 2, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
my darren clap vlog #4
i was going to do the CD portion of the videos today, but i'm not really feeling it. Kind of got a headache that came about all the sudden. FAIL. so here is video #4: big folder of darren...stuff.
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Original Video - More videos at TinyPic
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Tour Book
well i was going to upload another vid but i didn't feel like waiting cuz it takes forever. so here's the tour book photos i promised. they're kind of out of order, and i didn't post all of them cuz some are irrelevant. enjoy!
Australia tour locations and dates
this is a letter, and a postcard underneath it. the letter reads: "Dearest, i'm sorry that such hardship has been bestowed upon someone so kind. there really are no rewards for kindness. only fortification against evil. people mistakenly think that if they lead a kind and generous life, points will add up for good behavior and good things will come their way. I have discovered that his is not the truth. It's more like, bad things happen to everybody. Death, disease, bad luck. These things do not discriminate. The reward instead for a good heart is simply the amount of friends around you when the hurdles come your way. This is the indication of a good person. If this theory is correct, then you won't be alone. Not by a long shot."
and here is the postcard: "I think i'm going insane
I really can't tell which time zone i'm in
what day it is
is it tomorrow
was it yesterday?
i thought i could change things but now i'm not sure i want to."
(No.9 Lake Road
Past the swimming pool
and the Argonaut)
first page: all i never did/ all the dreams i had/ all the things i could change i can change them.
second page: i'll call my dad/ i'll tell him i miss him and tell my reflection 'it's not your fault.'
BUILDING THE TIME MACHINE *preliminary sketches
then it has some lyrics from 'how to build a time machine.'
the writing in the corner: if i have understood correctly, velocity equals the distance traveled, divided by time. v=d/t
"and now the moment has come
i'm traveling back in time!"
"i'll take hold of my enemies, take their obscenities.
kiss them and leave them like lover's who've gone."
UK tour locations and dates
I made you a little present.
It's nothing huge. Just a little paper bird.
It's got a myriad of folds and creases in it.
Don't worry if it's crushed. I'm starting to understand
That all the things that happen to us make us who we are.
If we changed even one thing, we wouldn't be the people we
are today. So whatever state it arrives in, please, just accept
it as perfect. Try to see it as a miracle.
And not just a piece of paper.
If you unfold it, you'll break it.
Leave it be.
And so will we.
X
Plans for set design No.1 'Crane'
"All the things i lost. all the people i hurt.
all the times i lied. all the moments wasted."
Plans for set design No. 2 'Moving Stairs'
(sorry these pictures suck lol)
"the professor is building something extraordinary.
from the first signs well i knew he would hide it from me."
i'd like to step into your world
show me a secret
i promise to keep it safe and sheltered from the storm
Telegram: J70 NL PD=WUX SAN FRANSISCO MAY 16 (yes, that's how it's spelled. must be a typo lol)
1946 May 17 am 9 06
It was very sweet getting your letter.
it made me go back and read all of our correspondence.
you seem to have such a sad heart. i've just realized that
you are in america alone so wonder you are feeling
melancholy (yes that's what it says). i have to say though, it does feel nice to
know that you are missing us. i feel so separate from your
new life with all the new people around you. not in a bad
way. in a complimentary way. when i get a note like this,
i don't think of your sadness. i think of our memories and
that makes me happy. do call soon.
Letter: I think i'm on to something.
i daren't speak of it in writing.
we must meet in person.
the future holds a lion's heart.
trust me.
i've seen it.
Your welcome =]
Sunday, April 25, 2010
my darren crap vlog #2
so i made some vlogs talking about all my darren stuff. this is actually video #2. i deleted #1 cuz i made a bunch of factual mistakes, and because #5 got cut off cuz i didn't have enough space. this took forever for me to upload so i'm just posting one for now. will do the rest later. and will have to make video 1 again eventually. but for now, enjoy! oh, ps, you might want to crank your volume up a little. i tend to mumble like a certain aussie singer ^_~
pps - i made another factual mistake, possible in this video, but it could be a different one. if you catch it, just...shut up. lol. it's more nerve wracking than it looks.
(sorry that everything is backwards!)
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pps - i made another factual mistake, possible in this video, but it could be a different one. if you catch it, just...shut up. lol. it's more nerve wracking than it looks.
(sorry that everything is backwards!)
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
i'm so stupid
i forgot something else Darren said to me in the chat room! ah!
some nut was asking if he (or possibly she...but pretty sure he) could have the jumper Darren wore in the TTMAB video, the one where he's in new york.
i didn't even know he wore a jumper in that video. apparently he did because he corrected me lol. how many strikes are we at of me feeling like a moron? 5? yeah, that sounds right...
some nut was asking if he (or possibly she...but pretty sure he) could have the jumper Darren wore in the TTMAB video, the one where he's in new york.
i didn't even know he wore a jumper in that video. apparently he did because he corrected me lol. how many strikes are we at of me feeling like a moron? 5? yeah, that sounds right...
omg i almost forgot!
Darren actually said one more thing to me in the chat room last night (well, him and like 6 other people lol).
everyone kept saying "snap." so finally i'm like, "why does everybody keep saying snap? am i missing something?"
Darren was the first to respond and said it meant something like, you were going to say the same thing. for instance (and i'm just making this up lol):
DarrenHayes: what's everyone's fave song off tension?
RandomDarrenFan1: sense of humor
chained2darren: snap
er...something like that. not quite so black and white though. lol.
and no, SOR isn't my fave song off TTATS. it's not a bad song, it's just not my fave cuz i love that album too much to pick a favorite. i actually love that song =]
everyone kept saying "snap." so finally i'm like, "why does everybody keep saying snap? am i missing something?"
Darren was the first to respond and said it meant something like, you were going to say the same thing. for instance (and i'm just making this up lol):
DarrenHayes: what's everyone's fave song off tension?
RandomDarrenFan1: sense of humor
chained2darren: snap
er...something like that. not quite so black and white though. lol.
and no, SOR isn't my fave song off TTATS. it's not a bad song, it's just not my fave cuz i love that album too much to pick a favorite. i actually love that song =]
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Well if i can't get Darren to send me a tweet...
...there's always badgering him in the chat room lol.
no i don't do that. i'm not that obnoxious, even when i want a response.
But he did respond to me THREE times in the chat room. and thank goodness i was home again! and that he tweeted about it =P
and ugh i'm kicking myself for not taking a screen shot! just cuz i always forget how to do it on a mac, then i had to leave, so i never got a chance and DAMN IT. lol.
anyway, let's see...the first thing he responded to was...*thinking*
oh i remember, we were all talking about meat (?) and i asked (even though i kinda knew the answer) if he was still a vegetarian. to which he said, no, not since '98. strike 1 of me sounding like a moron.
next we got to talking about how he was arrested for making a "racist" comment. i said something like 'people always try to play the race card whenever they can.' and he said he was glad though that there are laws that protect people from racism (strike 2) and i totally agreed, but some people take advantage of it.
then we talked about how he's been writing a lot of songs for different artists. so i asked (and i knew the answer to this too lol) if he would let us know if an artist's single was one he'd written. his response? "OF COURSE CHAINED lol"
at least i'm pretty sure he said lol haha. "just checking! XD" i replied. strike 3 haha. hey i can't help it if i have to act like a dumbass to get him to answer me ^_~
i did also try to ask him another question, but he was kind of...not paying attention to the chat room i guess. he was 'available' but wasn't answering anyone's Q's or typing. what i was wondering was if he'd covered the song 'i can't make you love me' by someone i don't remember. i'd heard it last night on 'dancing with the stars' and i could not for the life of me remember where i'd heard it. then it occurred to me in the chat room (for some reason) that it was probably darren. he didn't answer, but someone confirmed it. i knew i hadn't heard it on the radio lol.
so that was my chat room fun for the night. had to leave though to help my mom with the taxes. i was surprised how late Darren was in there tho. should've been like quarter to 4 in the morning in london and he was still talking o_O
no i don't do that. i'm not that obnoxious, even when i want a response.
But he did respond to me THREE times in the chat room. and thank goodness i was home again! and that he tweeted about it =P
and ugh i'm kicking myself for not taking a screen shot! just cuz i always forget how to do it on a mac, then i had to leave, so i never got a chance and DAMN IT. lol.
anyway, let's see...the first thing he responded to was...*thinking*
oh i remember, we were all talking about meat (?) and i asked (even though i kinda knew the answer) if he was still a vegetarian. to which he said, no, not since '98. strike 1 of me sounding like a moron.
next we got to talking about how he was arrested for making a "racist" comment. i said something like 'people always try to play the race card whenever they can.' and he said he was glad though that there are laws that protect people from racism (strike 2) and i totally agreed, but some people take advantage of it.
then we talked about how he's been writing a lot of songs for different artists. so i asked (and i knew the answer to this too lol) if he would let us know if an artist's single was one he'd written. his response? "OF COURSE CHAINED lol"
at least i'm pretty sure he said lol haha. "just checking! XD" i replied. strike 3 haha. hey i can't help it if i have to act like a dumbass to get him to answer me ^_~
i did also try to ask him another question, but he was kind of...not paying attention to the chat room i guess. he was 'available' but wasn't answering anyone's Q's or typing. what i was wondering was if he'd covered the song 'i can't make you love me' by someone i don't remember. i'd heard it last night on 'dancing with the stars' and i could not for the life of me remember where i'd heard it. then it occurred to me in the chat room (for some reason) that it was probably darren. he didn't answer, but someone confirmed it. i knew i hadn't heard it on the radio lol.
so that was my chat room fun for the night. had to leave though to help my mom with the taxes. i was surprised how late Darren was in there tho. should've been like quarter to 4 in the morning in london and he was still talking o_O
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
OMG!
Darren totally responded to something i said in the chatroom, which i'm amazed i even made it into! wouldn't it figure that the ONE time i want to use the chat room my computer decides it's going to be ridiculously slow. this might have something to do with the fact that he tweeted about being in the chat room prompting everyone to flood his website...although you don't really need the website to get into the chat room...so i don't know what the problem was...
ANYWAY, i should've taken a screen shot but everyone was typing so fast and i can never remember how to do it on a mac anyway. but we were talking about 'smug' and he said something like 'shit on the radio' was put on 'smug' cuz he needed some new stuff for TTATS cuz sony said not one song on it was single material. and i said something like, "not one song??" and he said, "nope, not one."
i definitely went into a fangirl spaz moment but i didn't show it and instead said, "TTATS had so many prospective singles!" or something lame like that. later i asked him if he'd seen 'alice in wonderland' (we got to talking about movies) but there were so many people in the chat room it probably got lost in all the posts.
can't say i really like the chat room though. this was only my second time in it and i hate that everyone knows each other! i'm like a lurker just watching everyones posts as they talk to each other by name. it's very cliquey and i don't like it. hopefully darren will mention the next time he's in there again so i don't have to be a lurker while waiting for him. bleh.
and now that i think about it, i kind of regret my choice of username and avatar. it feels sort of weird when he's actually there looking at it, as opposed to being on a fan site, where everyone has a darren-related username and pic. i still like my username, but maybe i'll change my picture lol.
ANYWAY, i should've taken a screen shot but everyone was typing so fast and i can never remember how to do it on a mac anyway. but we were talking about 'smug' and he said something like 'shit on the radio' was put on 'smug' cuz he needed some new stuff for TTATS cuz sony said not one song on it was single material. and i said something like, "not one song??" and he said, "nope, not one."
i definitely went into a fangirl spaz moment but i didn't show it and instead said, "TTATS had so many prospective singles!" or something lame like that. later i asked him if he'd seen 'alice in wonderland' (we got to talking about movies) but there were so many people in the chat room it probably got lost in all the posts.
can't say i really like the chat room though. this was only my second time in it and i hate that everyone knows each other! i'm like a lurker just watching everyones posts as they talk to each other by name. it's very cliquey and i don't like it. hopefully darren will mention the next time he's in there again so i don't have to be a lurker while waiting for him. bleh.
and now that i think about it, i kind of regret my choice of username and avatar. it feels sort of weird when he's actually there looking at it, as opposed to being on a fan site, where everyone has a darren-related username and pic. i still like my username, but maybe i'll change my picture lol.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Tweets aplenty
whoops, kind of fell behind on the Darren tweets haha. He just tweets all the time! I can't keep up! =P so the gist of the tweets is that he's mixing songs, i think he's finished one so far, now he's mixing another. single at the end of this year (!), album possibly due sometime in 2011 (!!). oh darren. why do you lie, and then make us wait *shakeshead*
ah well, a single is better than nothing. probably said that once already.
slightly OT, but not really: Lady Gaga (whom darren likes, so it's not entirely OT lol) is doing another north american tour! i hope she comes back to st. louis cuz i really want to see her this time! *crossesfingers*
anyway, will try to get back on track with the tweets. ciao for now!
*edit*
i forgot! he said something about a photoshoot at the end of this month!
...not to sound too superficial but i hope he gets a haircut XD lol.
ah well, a single is better than nothing. probably said that once already.
slightly OT, but not really: Lady Gaga (whom darren likes, so it's not entirely OT lol) is doing another north american tour! i hope she comes back to st. louis cuz i really want to see her this time! *crossesfingers*
anyway, will try to get back on track with the tweets. ciao for now!
*edit*
i forgot! he said something about a photoshoot at the end of this month!
...not to sound too superficial but i hope he gets a haircut XD lol.
Monday, March 1, 2010
First Day of March, and I Get a Pressie!
I GOT MY DARREN SHIRT! FTW!
i won't post a picture, did that already. kind of hard to take one when i'm wearing the damn thing lol. but it's so cool! it has rhinestones! i didn't know that! lol.
however, the logo could be up a little higher. when i put it on, it's like where my stomach is so it looks kind of...odd. but that's ok. i'll get over it.
here's a few Darren tweets from today:
Mixing 2 songs for my album today. Beyond excited.
Mix update : we're mixing.
i won't post a picture, did that already. kind of hard to take one when i'm wearing the damn thing lol. but it's so cool! it has rhinestones! i didn't know that! lol.
however, the logo could be up a little higher. when i put it on, it's like where my stomach is so it looks kind of...odd. but that's ok. i'll get over it.
here's a few Darren tweets from today:
Mixing 2 songs for my album today. Beyond excited.
Mix update : we're mixing.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Darren Tweets 27th-28th
Head is still spinning trying 2 understand how amazing Ga Ga was last night in London. Felt like I was watching history in the making.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Finally!
- not to sound like a bitch, but he really needs a hair cut! lol. i usually like longer hair on guys, but not when they're almost 40 haha (though it looks decent when he wears his old man hat XD)
- i love it when he laughs!
- i love his dog Wally!
- stop lying to us so much, Darren! lol.
- i guess a single is better than nothing, even if it isn't the album *shrugs*
until later!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Yikes!
sorry for all the crazy colors! the black was getting to be a pain. couldn't see anything against it, hence all the different color tweets!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Waiting...
still waiting on my Darren t-shirt:
I love Darren in glasses =]
Also still waiting on his new vlog.
it's been...9 days? so i'm starting to get a little anxious. Granted, it is coming all the way from Australia...so maybe tomorrow...while i'm at work.
Made a Darren icon for my LJ account:
Also still waiting on his new vlog.
Darren Tweets 2/23
Crazy day. Managed to fit training and yoga in before lunch then back to back meetings. Heading to my old hood Notting Hill for another.
Monday, February 22, 2010
More Darren Tweets 2/22
Just finished recording a new vlog - now to edit it. Yikes ;)
about 10 hours ago via TweetDeck
I hate the heat! I like sun but not heat ;) RT @Francoisvl: really hot and sunny in Durban. Am I a loser for really missing London?
about 10 hours ago via TweetDeck
'Making the album' Vol 7 blog http://bit.ly/bcmAKU
about 1 hours ago via TweetDeck
about 10 hours ago via TweetDeck
I hate the heat! I like sun but not heat ;) RT @Francoisvl: really hot and sunny in Durban. Am I a loser for really missing London?
about 10 hours ago via TweetDeck
'Making the album' Vol 7 blog http://bit.ly/bcmAKU
about 1 hours ago via TweetDeck
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Clarification
So i realize the title is a bit of an oxymoron, seeing as how it is a public blog. So maybe I should clarify: forbidden secrecies (i like how my computer says that's not word) is a line from a Darren Hayes song entitled "Step into the Light." Would you like some lyrics? Of course you would:
First Post
Well...I already have a blog over at Live Journal. But I thought I'd give Blogger a try; see if I can get some more followers. Not too many people read my LJ one. So we'll see how this goes.
My first thought was to devote it something specific that I really enjoy, maybe make some money off of it. But there isn't really one thing I like enough to dedicate a blog to. Except, that is, Darren Hayes. I could try that I guess, see if I can do. So for now, it's a Darren Hayes fanblog. Plus whatever else I want to talk about.
My first thought was to devote it something specific that I really enjoy, maybe make some money off of it. But there isn't really one thing I like enough to dedicate a blog to. Except, that is, Darren Hayes. I could try that I guess, see if I can do. So for now, it's a Darren Hayes fanblog. Plus whatever else I want to talk about.
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