Happy May

my darren clap vlog #4

i was going to do the CD portion of the videos today, but i'm not really feeling it. Kind of got a headache that came about all the sudden. FAIL. so here is video #4: big folder of darren...stuff.


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Tour Book

well i was going to upload another vid but i didn't feel like waiting cuz it takes forever. so here's the tour book photos i promised. they're kind of out of order, and i didn't post all of them cuz some are irrelevant. enjoy!

Australia tour locations and dates

this is a letter, and a postcard underneath it. the letter reads: "Dearest, i'm sorry that such hardship has been bestowed upon someone so kind. there really are no rewards for kindness. only fortification against evil. people mistakenly think that if they lead a kind and generous life, points will add up for good behavior and good things will come their way. I have discovered that his is not the truth. It's more like, bad things happen to everybody. Death, disease, bad luck. These things do not discriminate. The reward instead for a good heart is simply the amount of friends around you when the hurdles come your way. This is the indication of a good person. If this theory is correct, then you won't be alone. Not by a long shot."

and here is the postcard: "I think i'm going insane

I really can't tell which time zone i'm in

what day it is

is it tomorrow

was it yesterday?

i thought i could change things but now i'm not sure i want to." 

(No.9 Lake Road

Past the swimming pool

and the Argonaut)

first page: all i never did/ all the dreams i had/ all the things i could change i can change them. 

second page: i'll call my dad/ i'll tell him i miss him and tell my reflection 'it's not your fault.'

BUILDING THE TIME MACHINE *preliminary sketches

then it has some lyrics from 'how to build a time machine.'

the writing in the corner: if i have understood correctly, velocity equals the distance traveled, divided by time. v=d/t

"and now the moment has come

i'm traveling back in time!"

"i'll take hold of my enemies, take their obscenities.

kiss them and leave them like lover's who've gone."

UK tour locations and dates 

I made you a little present. 

It's nothing huge. Just a little paper bird.

It's got a myriad of folds and creases in it.

Don't worry if it's crushed. I'm starting to understand 

That all the things that happen to us make us who we are. 

If we changed even one thing, we wouldn't be the people we 

are today. So whatever state it arrives in, please, just accept

it as perfect. Try to see it as a miracle. 

And not just a piece of paper.

If you unfold it, you'll break it.

Leave it be. 

And so will we. 

                     X

Plans for set design No.1 'Crane' 

"All the things i lost. all the people i hurt.

all the times i lied. all the moments wasted."

Plans for set design No. 2 'Moving Stairs'

(sorry these pictures suck lol)

"the professor is building something extraordinary. 

from the first signs well i knew he would hide it from me."

i'd like to step into your world

show me a secret

i promise to keep it safe and sheltered from the storm

Telegram: J70 NL PD=WUX SAN FRANSISCO MAY 16 (yes, that's how it's spelled. must be a typo lol)

1946 May 17 am 9 06

It was very sweet getting your letter.

it made me go back and read all of our correspondence. 

you seem to have such a sad heart. i've just realized that

you are in america alone so wonder you are feeling 

melancholy (yes that's what it says). i have to say though, it does feel nice to

know that you are missing us. i feel so separate from your

new life with all the new people around you. not in a bad

way. in a complimentary way. when i get a note like this,

i don't think of your sadness. i think of our memories and 

that makes me happy. do call soon. 

Letter: I think i'm on to something. 

i daren't speak of it in writing.

we must meet in person.

the future holds a lion's heart. 

trust me.

i've seen it. 

Your welcome =] 

My darren crap vlog #3

dees are de dvd's. enjoy.


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my darren crap vlog #2

so i made some vlogs talking about all my darren stuff. this is actually video #2. i deleted #1 cuz i made a bunch of factual mistakes, and because #5 got cut off cuz i didn't have enough space. this took forever for me to upload so i'm just posting one for now. will do the rest later. and will have to make video 1 again eventually. but for now, enjoy! oh, ps, you might want to crank your volume up a little. i tend to mumble like a certain aussie singer ^_~

pps - i made another factual mistake, possible in this video, but it could be a different one. if you catch it, just...shut up. lol. it's more nerve wracking than it looks.

(sorry that everything is backwards!)


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i'm so stupid

i forgot something else Darren said to me in the chat room! ah!

some nut was asking if he (or possibly she...but pretty sure he) could have the jumper Darren wore in the TTMAB video, the one where he's in new york.

i didn't even know he wore a jumper in that video.  apparently he did because he corrected me lol.  how many strikes are we at of me feeling like a moron? 5? yeah, that sounds right...

omg i almost forgot!

Darren actually said one more thing to me in the chat room last night (well, him and like 6 other people lol).

everyone kept saying "snap." so finally i'm like, "why does everybody keep saying snap? am i missing something?"

Darren was the first to respond and said it meant something like, you were going to say the same thing.  for instance (and i'm just making this up lol):
DarrenHayes: what's everyone's fave song off tension?
RandomDarrenFan1: sense of humor
chained2darren: snap

er...something like that.  not quite so black and white though.  lol.

and no, SOR isn't my fave song off TTATS.  it's not a bad song, it's just not my fave cuz i love that album too much to pick a favorite.  i actually love that song =]